It’s been a couple weeks since you passed away. When I randomly stumble upon the videos I recorded of you, I still tear up. It’s like one day I was texting you and then the next day I am not able to… I feel very disheartened. We can’t spontaneously talk about the most randomest moments or important parts of our lives and share our experiences. Sometimes we would talk about intense ones that would just either make us laugh or feel sad for each other. It’s like I have an idea and I want to text it to you but then I remember…you’re not here anymore…I feel really still shocked and in denial of the reality that you’re no longer here. You lived your life with the risks we knew you could achieve. Thank you for your time, your humble words of advice, and your presence. Dear friend, I don’t know how I can live without you when my habit urges me to ask you today how you are…love you. Rest in peace dear one.