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My Worst Trip

It was a three to four day weekend trip. It was to go to Las Vegas and just hangout and have fun. It was one of my first trips of travel with my then boyfriend. It was my first time taking days off at work as well for actual vacation and I’m like Yes, thisContinue reading “My Worst Trip”

My Dreams (part1)

If I could dream my future life, first would be family. Family is important to me. It’s my support system. It’s my rock. Without a loving, respectable, loyal, dependable, humorous, silly, strong, logical, responsible,romantic disciplined, person I don’t think I could stand up on my feet alone. But I have stood my ground alone before,Continue reading “My Dreams (part1)”

A Wish in the Sky

Draft Concerns And “Ships”

I’ve wrote a couple more posts but they are all in my drafts. All unfinished. All unspoken words of my life. I feel as if my happy go lucky nature has been hidden for quite some years. I tell myself I need to become me again. This is not who I am. This is notContinue reading “Draft Concerns And “Ships””

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Darkness in the Light of Day, Love

A standstill picture of a bittersweet memory… I watched as the snow fall from within the warm nestled apartment. It fell so softly from the sky to the ground. In front of me was the floor to ceiling windows with an urban jungle behind it… It was midday. You were at work and I watchedContinue reading “Darkness in the Light of Day, Love”

Blinded by His Hard Knock Life

The instability of one’s own mind is a scary thing. You are not able to distinguish if you are thinking in a coherent stable mind or you might not even remember what actions or behaviors you’ve taken within the real world. I had one such ex that I trusted he would do the right things…butContinue reading “Blinded by His Hard Knock Life”

Confessions of a Runaway

This video, Sleep on the Floor by the Lumineers depicts a similar situation I was in with a previous boyfriend. Other than the funeral scene and going into a taxi, there was a chance we were to runaway and drive cross country and not look back. We would leave everything and everyone behind and beContinue reading “Confessions of a Runaway”

Life and Money – Now, What?

When it comes to work I’m not worried. I’ve already felt the need of working to work to get money. I worked and worked and worked. I put my best foot forward. I was the best and became “the perfect.” It was something of the time being. It was something that I had to doContinue reading “Life and Money – Now, What?”

Love, Pride, and Your Relationship

Pride is when one stands their ground and knows their self worth. It’s something that everyone has that it can come when you least expect it. When it comes to love, it’s best to leave your pride at the door. From my past, I always had a problem when it came to pride, money, andContinue reading “Love, Pride, and Your Relationship”